Journey cont..in April

"Do not follow where the path may lead. 

Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail".

Photo of July 2012- That's me carried the 15kg backpack during trekking in Crocker Range.

    Till next post !

    -xoxo-

End of March

Hello bloggers :).

Ergghh..Cant believe I didn't spend some time with my blog ( jealous ni yang lain blogger ada masa pula update blog dorang heehee ). Frankly speaking, I'm quite enjoy with my work life and social life. That means yah I still managed to balanced both side of my life.

Anyway, I would like to share some random pictures along Marchs' activities. Enjoy fella !

P/s: Blessed Easter Day fellow blogger ^^.

After work, jogging time. My favorite spot in Bukit Padang, I can enjoy the sunset and KK view. 

I bought these book on 4 March, finished read it on 5 March. I know so fast isn't it?
Because I'm a huge fan of the author.

Family Dinner in Langkah Syabas Resort. #Farewell #dinner #for #aunt

Four different tastes of  Home Made Pizzas

The process was quite easy..bon appetite !

Shopping flowers in Papar Village #Kg.Pengalat

Till next post !

-xoxo-

Roller Coaster Ride

My life isn't perfect, but I'm thankful for everything I have.

One thing for sure, life is like a roller coaster ride; where sometimes you going up and down. Sometimes you will feel that there might be a dangerous and risk will happen; or maybe can be excited and entertaining to some part.

But, a ride I must take is to make myself balance and experience of all the precious sweet-bitter moment happen in my life.

I Love My Life !

Till the next post !-
-xoxo-

Bad Dream

Have you (readers) ever experienced of a bad dream...?

Well, I do. It happened so fast, feels like my mind and my body been controlled by the bad spirit. However, I managed to fight and awake from the bad dream.

The first I do straight took my rosary and I pray, pray, and pray.

Then, I took a deep breath away.

Fuhh..such a bad experience ever I almost cry and I stay awake till 5a.m in the morning.

However, I pray continually and let the Holy Spirit took care of me :").

"Betul-betul percobaan terutama musim puasa sekarang ni"


Till the next post !
-xoxo-

I called it ValenFunny's Day

How you celebrate your valentine's day fellow readers.? Well, I celebrated it with funny, interesting and adventurous way.

I want to share what happened during the Valentine's Day. Well, on last 13 Feb, me,my cousins and few of my girl friends had decided to jalan-jalan at Beaufort using the train as our main transportation. So, we had plan our train trip properly with the short and spontaneous itinerary. So, 'Finger-crossed' that all is well.

There are 9 of us, and all girls apparently; this train trip consists without guy, because we all agreed we do this short without any man with us. So, main yakin saja, nasib kawan-kawan yang lain pandai taekwondo and karate juga hahaha.

Then, on 14 Feb we all agreed to meet up at Kinarut Station before 8.00a.m, unfortunately only one of us can make it before 8.00a.m. Myself, my two cousins, and one friend arrived at the station at 7.55a.m..Fuhh..at leats we made it before 8.00a.m. So, the rest four girls had left behind, all because the 'volunteer driver' who supposed to send them but he drove them to station at 8.00a.m. OMG..!

So, those of us who arrived first, we bought our ticket first and pray so hardly hopefully they can made it before the train arrive. Unfortunately, kuang, kuang, kuang we had to ride the train without them, tapi yang paling sakit hati, the moment when the train passed through the gate we saw their car was waiting to pass through of the gate. Paling sakit hati ! 

And, we were quite moody after that, because we didn't expect this something happen on us. Then, my friend called me, and she said she and the rest will charter one car to send them to Papar Station and hopefully we can meet up with them back. And, we were like OK, that will be great, and again hopefully they can made it before the train arrive and catch the next train.

Unfortunately,.again the luck still not on our side. They were late 10 minutes, and the train had left them again. However, we decided to stop at Papar Station and meet them up. That means we did not continue the journey to Beaufort, instead waiting for the rest (yang on the way pergi Papar ikut Charter). So, we wasted our ticket and decided to stick together. Sama-sama senang, sama-sama susah.

Its quite funny that we supposed to go to Beaufort, but our pit stop at Papar pula hahaha. Then, we had our breakfast at Papar, and at the same time there are kiosk during that time about the arrival of Prime Minister visits to Papar. Apa lagi Election Vote punya pasal hehehe. After breakfast, we walked around and had fun, took a lot of photos, eat, eat,and eat again.

After that, around 1.00pm, my cousin make suggestion AGAIN, that we all catch the next train to Beaufort at 2.29pm. Then, we think, think, and think..tadaa we all agreed. Yes! Back to the plan! So, we bought the next ticket to Beaufort. And guess what ?! Finally, we made it to Beaufort, although its quite late for us.

We arrived at Beaufort around at 3.45p.m, and the first place we went is The Pet Shop hahaha. Then, we had our tea time at Beaufort at Kedai Mamak. After our tea time, we saw the train had arrived. And we were like rushing and we all straight running to the train station. We were afraid that we will be left behind to catch the last train.

Guess what ?! We were ALMOST be left behind AGAIN. Thank God we made it catch the last train back to Kinarut Station.. Fuhhh...

Its quite hilarious when we think and talk about our craziness and how silly we are. But, at last we made it to Beaufort, though some of us be left behind at the first beginning, and almost be left behind AGAIN !

So, the moral story here is BE PUNCTUAL in whatever, whenever you do and wherever you are :) - A Friendly Reminder.

Till the next post !

-xoxo-

Happy Valentine's Day to all viewer

Shock News !

This year Chinese New Year my family doesn't really celebrate it due to my uncle on my father side had pass away during Chinese New Year's Eve. Honestly, our family did not expect will receiving the bad news at 4.30a.m.

Apart from that, all our plan to do a family gathering on my father side on the first day of CNY had to cancelled immediately. So, its totally a shocking news for all of us. I still cannot believe it that our uncle had left us; though I just met him during my brother's wedding - last year.

We already knew that he suffered the kidney problem since few years ago, so we can see he's been suffering the disease quite long time. During my visits to the house, I truly admired my aunt (The Late's wife), she's been strong and she even said "Syukurlah uncle kamu tidak payah sengsara lagi", and her tears fall apart.

It quite sad for all of us...

However, the one has one life soon well be leaving us eventually. :')

R.I.P Uncle T...

Till the next post !

-xoxo-

This is Life !

'If Only..."- these two words paired together create one of the saddest phrases in the English Language. Few days ago, I make my own reflection about LIFE. I've learned that trying to micromanage every little thing. Somehow, somewhere, I can see people nowadays get rushing apa-apa pun mau berebut; mau kejar kekayaan- too materialistic, etc. As for me, life should be touched, not strangled. Sometimes you have got to relax and let life happen without incessant worry and micromanagement. Learn to let go a life before you squeeze too tight. 

Take a deep breath -Oprah Winfrey said one of her show.

When the dust settles and you can once again see the forest for the trees, take the next step forward. You don't have to know exactly where you're going to be headed somewhere great. Everything in life is in perfect order whether you understand it yet or not. It just take sometime to connect all the dots.

Henry David Thoreau (A Writer) once said, “Wealth is the ability to fully experience life.” Even when times are tough, it’s always important to keep things in perspective.  You didn’t go to sleep hungry last night.  You didn’t go to sleep outside.  You had a choice of what clothes to wear this morning.  You hardly broke a sweat today.  You didn’t spend a minute in fear.  You have access to clean drinking water.  You have access to medical care.  You have access to the Internet.  You can read.  Some might say you are incredibly wealthy, so remember to be grateful for all the things you do have.

P/S: Renung-renunglah (^___^)v.

Till the next post !
-xoxo-

The 'New' Me !

Hello readers, its been a while I did not update my blog (sorry for that :P). Anyway, I would like to share some list that I got inspired from "Marc and Angel Hack Life "- Practical Tips for Productive Living; since I just celebrate my birthday, therefore I prepare some draft and want to share it in the blog. 

Its about a positive 'to-do-list' for this new year and free to read it and making your own reflection. Remember today, for it is the beginning. Today, marks the start of a brave new future. Here it is, a positive 'to-do-list'-30 things to start doing for yourself and myself :)

1. Start spending time with the right people. – These are the people you enjoy, who love and appreciate you, and who encourage you to improve in healthy and exciting ways.  They are the ones who make you feel more alive, and not only embrace who you are now, but also embrace and embody who you want to be, unconditionally.
2. Start facing your problems head on. – It isn’t your problems that define you, but how you react to them and recover from them.  Problems will not disappear unless you take action.  Do what you can, when you can, and acknowledge what you’ve done.  It’s all about taking baby steps in the right direction, inch by inch.  These inches count, they add up to yards and miles in the long run.
3. Start being honest with yourself about everything. – Be honest about what’s right, as well as what needs to be changed.  Be honest about what you want to achieve and who you want to become.  Be honest with every aspect of your life, always.  Because you are the one person you can forever count on.  Search your soul, for the truth, so that you truly know who you are.  Once you do, you’ll have a better understanding of where you are now and how you got here, and you’ll be better equipped to identify where you want to go and how to get there. 
4. Start making your own happiness a priority. – Your needs matter.  If you don’t value yourself, look out for yourself, and stick up for yourself, you’re sabotaging yourself.  Remember, it IS possible to take care of your own needs while simultaneously caring for those around you.  And once your needs are met, you will likely be far more capable of helping those who need you most.
5. Start being yourself, genuinely and proudly. – Trying to be anyone else is a waste of the person you are.  Be yourself.  Embrace that individual inside you that has ideas, strengths and beauty like no one else.  Be the person you know yourself to be – the best version of you – on your terms.  Above all, be true to YOU, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.
6. Start noticing and living in the present. – Right now is a miracle.  Right now is the only moment guaranteed to you.  Right now is life.  So stop thinking about how great things will be in the future.  Stop dwelling on what did or didn’t happen in the past.  Learn to be in the ‘here and now’ and experience life as it’s happening.  Appreciate the world for the beauty that it holds, right now.
7. Start valuing the lessons your mistakes teach you. – Mistakes are okay; they’re the stepping stones of progress.  If you’re not failing from time to time, you’re not trying hard enough and you’re not learning.  Take risks, stumble, fall, and then get up and try again.  Appreciate that you are pushing yourself, learning, growing and improving.  Significant achievements are almost invariably realized at the end of a long road of failures.  One of the ‘mistakes’ you fear might just be the link to your greatest achievement yet.
8. Start being more polite to yourself. – If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?  The way you treat yourself sets the standard for others.  You must love who you are or no one else will.
9. Start enjoying the things you already have. – The problem with many of us is that we think we’ll be happy when we reach a certain level in life – a level we see others that friend of a friend who more succeed that you etc.  Unfortunately, it takes awhile before you get there, and when you get there you’ll likely have a new destination in mind.  You’ll end up spending your whole life working toward something new without ever stopping to enjoy the things you have now.  So take a quiet moment every morning when you first awake to appreciate where you are and what you already have.
10. Start creating your own happiness. – If you are waiting for someone else to make you happy, you’re missing out.  Smile because you can.  Choose happiness.  Be the change you want to see in the world.  Be happy with who you are now, and let your positive side inspire your journey into tomorrow.  Happiness is often found when and where you decide to seek it.  If you look for happiness within the opportunities you have, you will eventually find it.  But if you constantly look for something else, unfortunately, you’ll find that too. 
11. Start giving your ideas and dreams a chance. – In life, it’s rarely about getting a chance; it’s about taking a chance.  You’ll never be 100% sure it will work, but you can always be 100% sure doing nothing won’t work.  Most of the time you just have to go for it!  And no matter how it turns out, it always ends up just the way it should be.  Either you succeed or you learn something. Win-Win.
12. Start believing that you’re ready for the next step. – You are ready!  Think about it.  You have everything you need right now to take the next small, realistic step forward.  So embrace the opportunities that come your way, and accept the challenges – they’re gifts that will help you to grow.
13. Start entering new relationships for the right reasons. – Enter new relationships with dependable, honest people who reflect the person you are and the person you want to be.  Choose friends you are proud to know, people you admire, who show you love and respect – people who reciprocate your kindness and commitment.  And pay attention to what people do, because a person’s actions are much more important than their words or how others represent them.
14. Start giving new people you meet a chance. – It sounds harsh, but you cannot keep every friend you’ve ever made.  People and priorities change.  As some relationships fade others will grow.  Appreciate the possibility of new relationships as you naturally let go of old ones that no longer work.  Trust your judgment.  Embrace new relationships, knowing that you are entering into unfamiliar territory.  Be ready to learn, be ready for a challenge, and be ready to meet someone that might just change your life forever. (Though I'm still searching too )
15. Start competing against an earlier version of yourself. – Be inspired by others, appreciate others, learn from others, but know that competing against them is a waste of time.  You are in competition with one person and one person only – yourself.  You are competing to be the best you can be.  Aim to break your own personal records.

Well, I hope you (Dear Reader) will get inspired like I do. I will continue another 15 List in the next post.

              *******************To Be Continue*******************

Till Next Post!

-xoxo-

I'm 22 Years Old !

Happy birthday, Val ! Yup,..today is my birthday. And...here comes the number (drum roll...please..) ...The lucky number is 22 !

......................................Will be Continue...............................

Till the next post !

-xoxo-

Sayonara Aunty !

My close aunt (which my mom's youngest sister) will be going back to her work place tomorrow - Dubai City. She works there as a Nurse. She managed to spend her Christmas holiday and celebrate New Year with us, usually she has difficulty to going back to Sabah in December since there are so many foreigners also applied annual leave during the seasonal.  Thank You, Lord my aunt managed to come back to her family.

But, no worries my aunt will be going back to Sabah soon; she already applied another holiday somewhere around March. God bless my aunt; hopefully her journey tomorrow going back to Dubai will be smoothly and arrive safely. We going to miss her ! But, we will see her again for next month.

Cheers ! #FarewellDinner #BeringgisSeafoodRestaurant. My aunt with the White Skarf

Till Next Post !
-xoxo-

PTPTN Letter

Well, not a good thing to start my day today. I received my PTPTN letter this morning..Oh boy~. Yup, that means I need to start to pay my debt already. 

Hopefully, I can started to paying it for next month. #fingercrossed . Apparently, I also had my plan to go on vacation at the end of this year (I know what you thinking, I know~ the New Year had just started hahaha but I already thinking about the END of the year). That means I need to be smart in saving some money for my own use.

Well, I need to give myself a break and relax, well that is LIFE. Life should be fun, enjoy and full of memories. So, I already chose which country I want to visit; it will be AWESOME !; will let you know in the next post then :). Have a good day, readers !

Till next post !

-xoxo-

Move On !

New Revolution 2013 !

Don't worry about the people in your past. There is a reason they didn't make it to your future

The past. It's done and it's unchangeable. Move on! If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Appreciate the people that walk into your life. Forget the ones that walk out.

Love is rare. Life is strange. Nothing lasts. People change.

Life is worth living as long there's a laugh in it.

Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.

The older i get, the more i realize what really matters in life

From the good things I've learned to be a thankful person; From the trials I've learned to be a strong person.

Till next post !
-xoxo-

Destiny or Choice ?

Destiny or fate is like "what happens must happen". It cannot be changed or controlled.
'Choice' is being able to pick from a number of possibilities. The choices you make now determine very much the future you'll have.

New Year, New Revolution

I've been thinking about what I have struggled with most last year, and I think that it's trying to deal with not knowing what God's plans are for me.

This new year will be NEW YEAR for me, nor as a student anymore. I've decided to find another new job after stay with these one company; since I want to do something deep and meaningful for myself. I told myself that I  will keep searching a job that I love and enjoy to do.


Quotes: "Knowing that your future depends on the choices you make today. Pray that in everything you do"-Anon.